THOUGHTS..............

WHY IS IT...THAT I CANT GET TO THE NEXT POINT OF MY LIFE....THAT I STILL GO THRU MAJOR SHIT WITH FAMILY BULLSHIT...PAST PRESENT...I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE IS RIGHT NOW...NOR WILL I WILL GET TO IT.....THANKS FOR FUCKING MY LIFE UP....

SILENCE IS COMING UP AROUND THE CORNER FOR ME.....CUZ I WILL NOT HAVE A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN FROM MY PAST AND OR PRESENT...WHICH IS TROUBLING ME SO BAD NOW...I CANT SEE THAT FAR AHEAD.....I HATE BOTH OF U..CAROLE COTNER..MARY DALLNER...................

WELL............

GEE MOM....YOUR GRANDDAUGHTER HAS FALLEN INTO YOUR FOOTSTEPS.....

REALLY.............

U PUT YOUR MAN FIRST.. AND WALKED AWAY FROM YOUR CHILDREN....WELLLLLLL........

YOUR FIRST HUSBAND MY FATHER WAS A CLOEST GAY MAN.....AND YOUR SECOND HUSBAND...MOLESTED YOUR DAUGHTER(#6) AND KILLED HIS BROTHER..AND DID 25YRS FOR THAT............GEE ARENT WE SPECIAL....

U A DUMB BITCH...............A STUPID BITCH.................YOUR OLDEST DAUGHTER....WOW...THATS ME... I WILL EXPOSED YOU TIL U LEAVE THIS PLACE....

SOMETHING IN COMMON

WELL I SAT AN THOUGHT FOR A MINUTE....MY DAUGHTER AND MY MOTHER....WHO BOTH LIVE IN MISSISSIPPI...BOTH HAVE PUTTIN THERE MAN FIRST...AND WALKED AWAY FROM THERE CHILDREN........................WELL ISNT THAT SPECIAL....MAYBE THEY SHOULD GET TOGETHER AND COMPARE NOTES...

THANKS

FOR ABANDONING ME CAROLE DALLNER COTNER.............CUZ I MANAGED TO ABANDON YOU ALL THIS TIME.............AND HAVE NO REGRETS IN DOING IT........BUT IM REALLY PLEASED THAT YOU HAVE BUT A ASSHOLE MAN FIRST YOUR IN ENTIRE LIFE AND NOT THE DAMN 7 KIDS YOU BORED.........WHAT A MOM....U SUCK BITCH.........

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IN A NUTSHELL..................
WE ARE ALL BORN IN THIS DALLNER/CHILVERS FAMILY TO CONTROL..WE ALL HAVE A UNIQUE CONTROL...IF IT ANIT MY GRANDMA ELLURLA...IF IT ANIT CAROLE...BONNIE.. JASMINE...PASSION....WE WERE BORN THIS WAY...AND MAYBE ITS A GIFT OR WHATEVERS ...BUT....I WILL ALSO NOT KEEP FIGHTING OR THE DAUGHTER CONNING ME ANYMORE...NEEDLESS TO SAY...IM DONE WITH BULLSHIT...AND I HAD ENOUGH....SO DEAL WITH IT...IF NOT THATS OK TOO...I WILL KEEP LIVING MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT AND INTEND TOO...THATS WHO I AM.....<>SO BE IT.....IM OUT.....

FROM OFF MY DAUGHTERS BLOG...

the bright light is is blinding....
well i come to the conculison that we need to be apart for life.. i have no more for you....today i had a talk with a good friend and i had a light blub moment.....

i think grandma chilvers i think she was a strong woman and took care of my grandfather.... and her daughter carole my mother was a strong woman bitch type and try to control my father...(probably the fact that he was gay)...and she was done with it...and she left...and me being the oldest of her daughter bonnie(me)....and